Angry Teenager

Time to tan :) new full length mirror, so in love!!

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 11:06:23 -0400

Time to tan :) new full length mirror, so in love!!

We diggin a hole

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 21:24:25 -0400

We diggin a hole

This is why i don’t leave my house.. LOOK AT THIS FUCKING...

Fri, 31 May 2013 20:17:47 -0400

This is why i don’t leave my house.. LOOK AT THIS FUCKING BURN I’M CRYING IT HURTS SO BAD

Two nights ago I had this dream. Okay so apparently I was super anorexic but I thought I looked like...

Thu, 30 May 2013 10:40:05 -0400

Two nights ago I had this dream. Okay so apparently I was super anorexic but I thought I looked like I do now, and I heard some girl I know telling someone else “look how grossly skinny she is, how can anyone think that’s sexy?” So I looked down at myself and for a quick second I could see how tiny I was, like it looked like I was 15 pounds lighter then I am now, it was gross. But I went up to her and asked who she was talking about and she gave me this look and said ” well you. I mean look at you gain some fucking weight you’re disgusting” so then I burst into tears and yelled ” YOU TRY FEELING LIKE FOOD IS GOING TO KILL YOU, THAT IT’S AFTER YOU. DO YOU KNOW HOW TIRING IT IS TO MAINTAIN THIS? THIS FUCKING DIEASE THAT I CAN’T HELP? FUCK YOU BITCH” Then I randomly was at this treatment center my mom brought me to and I cried the entire time. Then out of no where I was there for a week and my mom came and was like ” come on this place sucks let’s take a trip to Australia” so then we we’re on the beach and that same girl was there trying to make me eat and I balled my eyes out, then I woke up.
Now this dream confused me. Is my mind trying to go back to that state? Is it telling me I’m fat and need this? Or is it saying you need to stop now before this happens..
Oh to wonder what a fucked up mind says.

This hat doe

Mon, 27 May 2013 18:17:13 -0400

This hat doe

Romantic bubble bath for a long days work.

Thu, 23 May 2013 19:45:30 -0400

Romantic bubble bath for a long days work.

I think my body literally is rejecting food if I eat more then ten bites… Just puked up a shit...

Mon, 20 May 2013 16:11:23 -0400

I think my body literally is rejecting food if I eat more then ten bites… Just puked up a shit load and now my tummy feels fucked. SOMEONE SAVE ME

Big hats and sunny Sunday’s.

Sun, 19 May 2013 11:15:30 -0400

Big hats and sunny Sunday’s.

fr4gile-hope: May 15th 2013 marks a huge day in my life. I...

Wed, 15 May 2013 18:37:04 -0400

fr4gile-hope:

May 15th 2013 marks a huge day in my life. I started to self harm in grade 7. I was only 12 years old. It was on and off for 4 years. I developed an eating disorder in grade 9. Just a young, bright 14 year old. But on May 15th 2012 I gave it up. I stopped harming myself. I stopped being this person I was so sick of and hated. This video explains my story, from 12 years old to my 17 year old self now. I hope you enjoy, but know there are better things. There is hope. There will be something that shows you the light at the end of the tunnel. I have never felt more proud of myself, and I wish everyone could feel the happiness and relief I feel.

Happy one year to me for not cutting myself! Every take a look and maybe learn something or get hope from this. Thanks!

May 15th 2013 marks a huge day in my life. I started to self...

Tue, 14 May 2013 19:45:00 -0400

May 15th 2013 marks a huge day in my life. I started to self harm in grade 7. I was only 12 years old. It was on and off for 4 years. I developed an eating disorder in grade 9. Just a young, bright 14 year old. But on May 15th 2012 I gave it up. I stopped harming myself. I stopped being this person I was so sick of and hated. This video explains my story, from 12 years old to my 17 year old self now. I hope you enjoy, but know there are better things. There is hope. There will be something that shows you the light at the end of the tunnel. I have never felt more proud of myself, and I wish everyone could feel the happiness and relief I feel.

hhighasffuck: Owner!

Mon, 13 May 2013 20:19:34 -0400

hhighasffuck:

Owner!

So I weighed myself today and I’m apparently 110 pounds.. that’s lower then my lowest...

Wed, 08 May 2013 20:27:47 -0400

So I weighed myself today and I’m apparently 110 pounds.. that’s lower then my lowest weight when I wasn’t eating and had a bunch of problems.. if this is true then why do I look 81630 pounds more them when I was 112?

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Sun, 05 May 2013 13:08:13 -0400

Such an amazing show by @classified ! He pulled me on...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 09:00:28 -0400

Such an amazing show by @classified ! He pulled me on stage, had a live as hell show. Just amazing night all around

I need more headshots like this mawww

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 11:48:47 -0400

I need more headshots like this mawww

All ready for my job interview!:)

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 09:15:02 -0400

All ready for my job interview!:)

My hair is back duly blonde FINALLY yaay

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 11:41:14 -0400

My hair is back duly blonde FINALLY yaay

Poker and some brews with the boys to end off this Sunday.

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 18:42:38 -0400

Poker and some brews with the boys to end off this Sunday.

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Sat, 20 Apr 2013 15:48:55 -0400

I get high*

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 13:59:22 -0400

I get high*